Dream (from before India): Am at a retreat with Ma. I sit down but don’t have a clear line of view of Her. At the moment that I think about this and how I want to see Her, She moves a little to Her left and motions for the person in front of me to move to the side a bit. Now I am able to see and I feel a wave of energy come over me from Ma. She then gets up to go into another room.
So in the dream life my interactions with Ma (and in general) tend to go smoothly, however in waking I am much more shy and nervous. During the India trip I was sitting, and not having a clear view of Ma, as pujas were going on. I thought I would try a little experiment and go ahead and desire to see Her, and lean forward a bit to get a better view. People seemed to shift a bit and then I was able to see Her and felt the same type of energy wave as in the dream. A little lucidity in the waking dream. Sadaguru deva ki jai!